Let me give the blunt review, life has been up and down
I lost my so called selfish best friend and thank god to coz that bitch way to self observed to care about anyone but herself, I have new bestie now a girl from my work Binny
So finally as huge plus in my life and I met her friend too and became my friend <3 <3
Course I still have my cousin Becky so friendship wise im very happy I have my friends and got rid of my garbage..
Julio wise totally 100% over that cheating basted, really he is dead to me and its true Diamonds girls best friend heh I still have the ring….
Oh I have a new guy in my life, I guess that another reason I got over asshole, at the moment we both don’t want a relo coz im crazy and he is worse than a female on pms with a lot of issues, so just friends with benefits (why I agreed to that only coz once I did have feelings for him and well maybe not all there but there is a little bit of me that still does and there is a lot of sexual tension between us)but lately be has becoming more affectionate like a bf would do like wants cuddles, so he is weird and trying to figure him out
Oh the whole grandma dying yeah there was mess and ugliness over the will sadly im partly involved at first I was stressed over it and had to get powerful meds to stop headaches (I call them skip a day tablets) you lit skip a day and sleep all thru it, but its ok now as long as my aunt isdepressed im happy, so life is all good…
So right now life is meh but much better then 2009 =D
oh I still hate work but still there
I know it’s been a while since I posted, I been going thru a lot mentally, my only grandparent, nanna died and I been having mixed emotions, part me cries another part of me wants to know how she left me for yrs, I struggled with emotion im still am, not use to losing anyone in my life, what’s there to lose but when the only person I ever loved that never really loved me back died, it stirred up inside me..
then sadly my so called best friend 15 years decided to turn my back against me at the lowest of lows on for her selfish ways.. and hasn't even bother to try to see me....2 people I had to say good bye to....I truly had to let her go coz, i needed help to be happy
Julio did leave me but to add more to it, he came back telling ME that he can't move on coz he thinks he has feelings for me and fact he likes this other girl that’s so hot soo he claims we should be friends see how the road takes us.. I took it badly coz nans death ex best friend gone and now him
I feel like i lost everything but the only thing going for me is my cousin (2nd cuz) she came back to my life is saving me each day.. all honestly wasn't for her coming just right time, i would of taken my own life.. So thank you Becky